this is going to be a long entry!
coz today is a very HAPPENING day for me..


ting's morning


guess wat? i forgot to bring my phone out..
i was like... OMG!! coz i dun reali noe how to go church office..
was praying, hoping that i will bump into someone that i noe of, so that i can
contact xinyi, coz i meeting her..
had gastric on train.. a terrible one
coz ytd too lazy to eat despite hungry....
found a seat at last, but gave it up to one ah ma...
so i was struggling on train....
God bless! when i arrive, i saw xin yi.. wahaha
i reach so early but the other 2 guys were late.. & bcoz of that we had to take cab!
grrrr..... its ok ting...
was 5 mins late for class but the whole class was even later...
i feel so bad for the tcher =(
sorry sorry...
God bless, my gastric wasnt that pain le =)


ting's late morning & early noon...


i learn alot in hope sem!!!
i was amazed by how God works..
learn abt the life & teachings of christ..


ok i guess u all noe abt alexander the great rite?
He is someone very evil !!
i dun reali noe how evil his deeds are lar..
den he made all the ppl to learn greek language, despite their nationality..
but in the end, bcoz of this, it became so much easier for the word of God to be known to ppls...


den also in one of the passage in the bible...
its was talking abt the ppl there worship alot of idols...
the reason being is the country is open, therefore many influence frm outside was brought in...
so it seems very bad... but at the end..
ppl there realise that the "god" they worship doesnt have a relationship with them, some how they longed for something more...
so at the end, they wanted to search for the real God & start to have spiritual hunger...


wat i am trying to say here is......
things might seems impossible in the eyes of man, things might be reali terrible...
but God can turn the situation ard & ard....
frm a bad thing ,it became a good thing!
so in conclusion.. God is in control!


there are more.... abt the gospel, the background...
the jews etc... haha
so much to learn. i am so blessed =)


actually God is totally fine if u dun wana participate in His plan..
however He wants u to be in this bcoz he dun wana u to miss out wat he has for u.
if u dun wana be involved, u gotta noe that He cant bless u much!
so pls dun question God "why" when things dun go well, trace back ur own action b4 u question God.
yeah, come on, be involved!


juz for ur info....
there are actually 2 message.. when Jesus die on the cross,
1. Salvation.. HE took our sins away...
2. Healing... No more pain.
oh my...
i was reminded again...
HEALING !
jesus dun juz die on the cross to take away our sins but also to free us frm pain
healing!


realise something new today also.
many a times i always question myself...
" am i the suitable one to be a leader?"
"should i step down & ask some one better to lead instead?"
omg, stupid me.
i didnt realise that this is a sign of insecurity...
hmmmms.muz guard my heart le..
& comapring with others is a sign of insecurity too.
come on, we gotta be certain of our position in God's eyes.
ya, we might not be better den others in certain areas, but no point comparing ur weakness with others strength lar..


=)had lunch with eelee.xinyi,shirls,nel,freedy...
& guess wat?
i puked....
hmms
eelee face too scary lar
haha
joke joke.
coz gastric not feeling well
but am ok le!
yeah!!


ting's late noon...


again, i am so blessed.
i had no phone right?
but i met dehui on train!!!
was suppose to mit her de, den i scare that i cannot find her
haha


haiz was fired.
& u noe y?
bcoz he misunderstand me abt something.
so innocent ...
but at least i got my 100 bucks back.
he knew that he misunderstood me...
he was like "so u wana come back to work?"
den i was like ... " NO, i dun want."
i seriously hate ppl that accuse me.
was abt to cry.... but didnt.
at 1st i feel like screaming at him, bcoz i was reali innocent, but thank God, i didnt.
cant imagine wat will happen if i reali did it.
haiz, now i ok le lar.
yupps =)


can do more for God le =)
yupps.


the rest of my day...
AT HOME lor =)
spend time with God..
hehe
wana read thru my hope sem notes again.
so interesting